Hey take my quiz, its in my profile at the end. And to just let you know Nikki got a 60, so if it says she got a 100 then just ignore it cause its not true.

I am having fun with me Ford Pimpo, its full of surprises. Tonight i was driving around with Nikki and I pop it into nuetral to brake at a stop sign and then throw it into drive and it stalls on me. We were in the middle of nowhere and there were no lights anywhere around. Wow that was a little nerve racking. But it started right up! Nikki just looked at me in utter nervousness and surprise. She was on the edge of her seat for a minute, it was really funny.

Ok I realized that life is great! I dont know why but I am really having a good time with friends and a jacked up car and school and stuff.

Friends are great! thanks Nikki.

Erin Swim you are a schemer...you know it. Ok so she asks me last night if I was going to be with someone soon or if i was already with some one. I told her no and she just smiled at me. She wont admit it totally but something is up she knows something that I don't. To be honest it is probably my good friend Janice Nikki Downs. Yea since we hang out, by Grace standards, we must be going out. Well to alieviate any worries about that I am happily single and trying to get tight with God before I risk anything else.

WHAT?................huh.............What!

Man my mom is so great! It's funny how she has this vast source of intellegence that is open for to learn new things. She already knows all these things and I think I have it figured out. WRONG!

Yea the sweetest thing a human being could ever do for me happened last night. I had a terrible class and deciced to go on a run without her because she was doing something she needed to attend to. She wanted to come run with me that night and so she found a bike and rode all over looking for me to give comfort and support to me when I really needed it. It was at like 11:00 at night and cold. Nikki you are the sweetest girl I know. She was like Christ to me that night, when I am weak and susceptable to the flesh He comes and looks for me and comforts me.

njburke3: so technically its not your fault, you told him you didnt like him that way, love hurts sometimes, its the setting your self on fire thing
njburke3: I know that sucks horriblly, I have had to go through it but i think in time he will realize it was stupid to get upset over spilled milk

It takes a minute to find a special person
An hour to appreciate them
A day to love them
But then an entire life to forget them.

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She walked on a pillow of clouds, she noticed things that seemed out of place, but she smiled with a fake sense of security, she loved him and opened her heart, why did he stray so far away, was he mental? She couldnt put her finger on it, was it her, surely she did what was right, she finally came to the conclusion....he wasnt worth it, she knew she was better and deserved higher, she saw him in a dream...standing there opening his arms to her as if to comfort her, she looked into the sky as if to make peace with God and walked on....

Everyone longs to be loved thoroughly and exclusively, but to the Christian, God says, "no, not until you're satisfied, fulfilled, and content by being loved by me alone. I love you my child, and until you discover that only in me is your satisfaction to be found, you will not be united w/ one another until you're united w/ me exclusively. I want you to stop wishing and planning, and allow me to give you the most thrilling plan existing...one that you can't imagine. I want you to have the best. You just keep watching me, expecting the greatest things, but when you're ready, I'll surprise you w/ a love more wonderful than you'd ever dream of. Until you're satisfied exclusively w/ me and the life I prepared for you, you won't be able to experience the love that exemplifies your relationship w/ me; and this is perfect love."
(Thelittleparker)

Once I was in a relationship that I thought was going to go all the way. It was a terrible mistake. God finally got inside my head and showed me that a making out and fighting are not what a marriage is all about. Thank you God so much that you made me realize it finally. Now I wait for that one who will bring me hope.

One day I will consider myself lucky to have a wife who loves me for who I am and not what I look like, dress like, talk like, or the money and material posessions I have. She will be the 2nd greatest thing to ever happen to me..............

I saw her there, she was standing ten feet away with a smile, she looked happy, was she crazy for trusting me? Would she still feel this way if she really knew me, am I the Godly man I am supposed to be? For now, I will walk carefully and quitely into the the night, because I am unsure of events that could take place and things that should or should not be.........