she is a stubborn person, but she might surprise me and come running back only for me to put my hand in her face!

Satan only tempts us when he knows the glory at the end is worth fighting for. This was given to me by Nikki from a friends profile.

With my roommates feet and breath combined..I think he could kill a man.

The truth hurts...........It hurts bad!

Emotionally numb...

Why must I toil with these things that I know not? I think I am ready to walk, when in reality I am only learning to crawl.

Hey guess what? I am working right now, I am in the computer lab right now looking up wrong numbers. Then we get to call them and ask for their money! isn't that exciting? Well I am not excited about it, but this is my last night of calling, it's great, the next few weeks we just call our donors and thank them. Thats it folks.

You think you know her. You tell her exactly what she wants to hear. Then you use her like a dirty rag. Your pathetic in your ways you go about treating her. She deserves so much better than you. You walk around with her wrapped around your finger, you look at other girls and do things witht them that she would not approve of. You think you have everything worked out and everything is fine. She knows and cares to much to say anything. Your a freakin jerk and I dispise you. You go around and break others hearts and keep going along to get your fix. One day it will come back on you.

I think about you every day. Love dont go away. Ive got to move.

I have been through it and I dont like it. There hands ripping at me like sharp blades of terror. I try to run but only get scarred deeply by there fear. Who is to say that meaning cannot be found through this, everyone looks at it and laughs or turns away. They choose not to deal with it, only for it to eat them alive later. So I will look forward and not sideways or backwards. Im gonna fight my enemy head on and have the courage to keep persuing the prize.

Im not here to listen to your sympathy. I have no disease, but I do have a heart.

Man I over analyze some things sometimes. Isn't that supposed to be the girl's problem and all. I am just messed up or something. I think that when you have gone through a tough situation in life, it can be hard to be cool with everything. That is where the analyzing part comes in. So i am working on it. You don't hurt me, I hurt myself.

I just bleached the tips of my Mohawk. Wow I think it is hot but I need your opinions so let me know when you see it. It's not like you are going to change what I do with my hair, but none the less i am curious as to what you have to say. well see ya later.

There are things that I would rather not say. You look me right in my eyes and tell me everything is fine and wonderful, but you do things to confuse me. It frusterates me, cant you see? I want to know you and feel the warmth of your embrace..... but I can't. I know that I am not not on time with you, your running ahead of me and I cant seem to catch up. You look back everyonce in awhile to look at me as if to see if I am ready and then you keep running. Im tired and exhausted, my strength dwindles. But you persist and I must follow because I can't look back. The past is far to dark and unstable, but the road ahead is new and shows much more promise. For now I wait and watch until I am capable of doing..................

So me and Nikki are playing "perdiddle" tonight and it's a heated game. We both said it relitively at the same time. So I said, " There is no way, I per'ed like a cat before you p'ed." so I got the point. It was quite funny. Just thought you would all want to know!

I would like to make a correction, well to tell you more about Nikki and her score. I made a new quiz, which is also on my profile ans she scored a 70 on this one. Slightly better but there is still room for improvement. I think what hurt was that she got the color of my eyes wrong. Its blue not green. Ohh well she doesnt work well under pressure i guess. haha funny....

Ok here is the deal. Me and four other people are trying to go to church tonight in Goshen and we have no money or gas. So we are trying to take up an offering of change and stuff so that we can get gas for my car. I think we are roughly up to $4 right now. That is a really good start so I am excited. If you woul dlike to donate then call me and tell me. You will be donating to the prestigious Noel Joseph Burke III fund. Thanks!