It is so tough to lose a friend. Especially when they are your closest one and they are moving far away. I have had that happen a couple of times through out my life, and it kind of stinks. But you keep living, you keep moving on, you find other friends to be close with, and God ultimately has things under control. Nikki I know you will be ok and so will the close one moving away from you, God has this one.

Looking back on the stuff in here, I often wonder what Nikki's parents would think if they read all of this stuff. Maybe they should.