Nikki is the best ever....finally I have found someone who can encourage me to the same degree that i do. She is so wonderful! dont say anythig but I am on to her, I know that she is secretly an angel.

I know that i am suppossed to be a man nd walk things off. at least that is what my step dad always stressed. but i talked to serena for the first time in about 2.5 months. she is still the same well and worse. she still gets really angry quickly if we have a misunderstanding and she placed blame on my right form the beggining. I tried to explain how i didnt resent anymore and i forgot about things and was moving on, i told her that i was happier being single than with her. she said some things that were hurtful and wrong. i never want to talk to her again. she aske dif we could be friends and i couldnt tell her. but i dont want to be, after talking to her i was reassured of my decisions with her. i am so happy that i am away from her..... she is exactly what the doctor DIDN'T call for.
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I've made a huge mistake. Well it was not a mistake until now. Im sorry, I wont talk about her anymore. I cant bring the old in with the new. Its not healthy at all. She has nothing of value for me and I have owe her nothing. it is finished and I must now forget..............