My buddy Tj, that guys is great! Let me tell ya, we have been friends for about 4 or 5 years now and i can remember when I first met him. HE WAS SO ANNOYING! But we have become great friends and a spiritual tag team for God. It is so great because when I am down or have questions, Tj comes through for me. On the other hand the same thing is true when he has questions or is down. We have it worked out very well, and I am proud (in a humble way) to be his friend. Thanks God for friends.

Why is it that there is that one thing that brings all your good things down. You get a handle on life to the best of your knowledge and things are going great but then that thing you can't control rips it up and makes things foggy again. This I will never understand.

I never had a real dad in my life. In fact when I had a step dad at one time, he was so uncool and he basically was a waste of space in my mom's house. Thank the Lord that Godly men were brought around me and showed me the ropes. I want to be there for my kids, and I don't want to give them the shaft like my dad did.
Lord, if I ever become this, break my heart and show me back to the path.

Is it fair to say I love my kids already? Well I do...I have no idea what there names are (hopefully the first boy will be Noel), and I don't know what they look like, or their personalities. All I know is that it makes me want to be a real man, and it makes me want to do what is right and what will show them how to live for God.

I love you kids, whoever you are.

Am I focused on you God? Am I walking on the right road, let alone on the right side? Can you tell me God if this is my calling? Should I continue this, or should I stop and do something completely different? You know my anxious thoughts and desires God, lead me on like a child following his father.

Then Jesus replied, "YOU SHALL LOVE THE lORD YOUR GOD WITH ALL YOUR HEART, AND WITH ALL YOUR SOUL, AND WITH ALL YOUR MIND."